*sigh* And The Band Played On...
Apr. 26th, 2007 12:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dexfarkinHere is the obligatory whiny post.
Low level stress and depression for weeks, anxiaty which has remanifested into new heartburn, and an utter lack of perspective on anything anymore. Ready to commit violence at the drop of a hat. Insomnia back in black, like AC/DC except less entertaining to drink beer to. Total suppression of typical interests behind resentment, lack of drive and inability to concentrate. All I do right now is play poker, video games, KoL and watch baseball. Even those in a lackluster fashion.
Not looking for help or advice. Just one of those things. However, if I tell you to go and get fucked, it's likely because my patience is measured by stopwatch these days.
Today has been an unholy confluence of crap, more crap and best of all, additional crap. There's some much crap in here, there must be a pony under my desk. Crap is coming from high enough to believe God is shitting on me. There's so much crap around me, you'd think this was a DiVinci Code convention.
AAARRRGGHHH!!
That was more crap coming in.
See how eloquent I get without sleep and while stressed? My vocabulary has regressed to prime-time sitcom levels. Eventually we'll introduce a precocious four year old and jump the shark completely.
Dammit, I've even let my paid account lapse so I can't show you all my picture of McDonald's drones. Yet another check in the win column for today. Bugger.
Maybe I'll just conquer the Egyptains and the Koreans tonight. Putting people to the sword makes me feel better.
Low level stress and depression for weeks, anxiaty which has remanifested into new heartburn, and an utter lack of perspective on anything anymore. Ready to commit violence at the drop of a hat. Insomnia back in black, like AC/DC except less entertaining to drink beer to. Total suppression of typical interests behind resentment, lack of drive and inability to concentrate. All I do right now is play poker, video games, KoL and watch baseball. Even those in a lackluster fashion.
Not looking for help or advice. Just one of those things. However, if I tell you to go and get fucked, it's likely because my patience is measured by stopwatch these days.
Today has been an unholy confluence of crap, more crap and best of all, additional crap. There's some much crap in here, there must be a pony under my desk. Crap is coming from high enough to believe God is shitting on me. There's so much crap around me, you'd think this was a DiVinci Code convention.
AAARRRGGHHH!!
That was more crap coming in.
See how eloquent I get without sleep and while stressed? My vocabulary has regressed to prime-time sitcom levels. Eventually we'll introduce a precocious four year old and jump the shark completely.
Dammit, I've even let my paid account lapse so I can't show you all my picture of McDonald's drones. Yet another check in the win column for today. Bugger.
Maybe I'll just conquer the Egyptains and the Koreans tonight. Putting people to the sword makes me feel better.
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Date: 2007-04-26 06:34 pm (UTC)You will definately confuse your ethnic slurs and thus defame the holy game, making it incumbent on all right thinking people to hunt you through the streets of your universally (in Canadia) hated city like the knave and varlet that you've revealed yourself to be.
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Date: 2007-04-26 07:32 pm (UTC)Ugly game, by the way. Tiny landmasses with a lot of water between and predominantly cold. I had to force rush researching Astronomy to be able to expand to the next island.
Oh, and they are Jewish Romans, known for mighty legions and the world's wealth of silks and furs.
Ahaha!
Date: 2007-04-26 08:04 pm (UTC)... Egyptian pharaoh isn't named Nasser, is he?
Re: Ahaha!
Date: 2007-04-26 08:07 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-04-26 08:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-04-27 06:49 am (UTC)